This page is an exploration of pain really - someone who used to be a very close friend and very special to me doesn't really seem to have time for me any more. I know its hard that she has to come to me because I can't drive now, and getting on the bus is too much for me, but I thought there were still lots of way for us to connect. It seems I may have been wrong, at least for her, and this was me working out my feelings of sadness and some anger about a friendship that seems to be ending because I can't do things any more.
The vivid colours I chose may have had more to do with anger and disappointment,than anything else, but are also to do with strongly asserting that I am still ME, and I thought I was valued for that and not for the things I could DO? I took this picture to show how Neocolour II crayons look before and after you put water on them - just a slightly wet paintbrush. It looks like wax crayon scribbles and then dissolves into intense colours - alchemy!