It began as swirls of blue and turquoise, with a little bit of collage - the piece in the bottom left corner was actually a huge picture of an eye that I found rather beautiful.
I was busily adding more bits and pieces (and some spiky doodling) when I came across a fragment of wrapping paper with these stars on. They added a lot to the page, and also to my train of thought.
And that allowed me to get down in words the feelings swirling through my head. Such moments of illumination are rare in my life - but they turn up occasionally as unexpected gifts, which are all the more precious for being infrequent. After a few months I can't normally remember the content of such a brief insight, but what I do keep with me are the feelings that went with it, of suddenly seeing how everything came together exactly as it was meant to, and being utterly at peace.
And that was all there was to say - just a reminder to myself whenever I look back through the journal, how very precious those unlooked for moments are. Yet they aren't something to be grabbed, pinned down under a microscope and examined, rather they are rare shafts of sunlight that keep you going through what can often feel like quite a lot of grey fog ...
So then, having nothing more to say, I just went mad with the stars in the remaining space - the biggest one is a clear stamp . Quite a simple page, but it pleases me because it celebrates something special which, while indescribable, nonetheless remains in my memory as a shaft of illumination and understanding, even if only for the briefest moment. :)
3 comments:
Just wonderful. You had me at the title before I even clicked through :). Richness and depth and simplicity all in one go ... So pleased to read of your peace and delight.
great page, love the explanation behind it x
This is just fabulous Rosie. I have just come across your blog and loving all your pieces. I have become your latest follower and looking forward to visiting again
x catherine
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