Maybe my struggle to accept the new diagnosis is part of the same pattern? In order to integrate this new reality I must first admit and accept its existence ... and only then can I get down to learning to live with it. Anyway, that's why I wanted to record this, because it seems to be a truth that could apply to a great many things in life, and a useful lesson to keep close to my heart.
I began by drawing these layers, not least because my life is getting complicated to say the least, and I wanted the page to reflect that. Looking at it again maybe these are actually storm tossed waves? They can be whatever I like!
Having half the energy I had before means I am a lot less productive at the moment, which is why there was a long gap since my last post as I had nothing to share. I TRY to post weekly but can't always manage it.